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It Started With a Kiss OST

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Haven been feeling well lately.. b4 genting n now.. B4 genting i oready told someone it wasn't my intention to go n thus not at all excited abt it.. but he said i shld cherish e opportunity as not everyone has e chance to go, which is quite true.. I listened to him n tried to be excited, at least in front of my parents.. Cuz it's been a long time my dad took leave to bring us out n didn't wanna disappoint them..

But, it wasn't at all enjoyable( if u had read abt e previous entry).. Had motion sickness n vomitted e way up n down.. So horrible.. N now, after e trip, I'm sick.. No, not in e brain, (cuz it's nv been normal since e day i started schooling..) but in physically n emotionally.. Dunno y my waist started aching since i woke up in e morning.. N i having sore throat n headache.. Haiz everything comes together.. Think i'll be bed ridden soon...

Hmm... Y am i saying all these? i dunno.. i really dunno.. I think sth is wrong somewhere (maybe up there) or am i juz hoping someone sees this.. Haha.. Who is tt someone? does tt someone even exists? Even if he does, will he even care or juz remain speechless? Ok, i'm mad... I really am.. Beware ppl, beware...

Oh well.. i think i'm pretty irritating ( read not only e first word, but both) here.. owaes 报忧不报喜.. Forever complaining.. Tt's y i ever had e tot to leave this blog alone.. But i juz cldn't do it.. Esp when i having bad mood or wad.. then i'll turn to my blog.. Cuz i lonely ma.. If i dun come here, soon i'll get depression like wad my tutor says.. At least this is one of my 管道 to 发泄..

我累了，真的累了。。。成天在人前嬉戏玩闹，把自己变得和疯婆子一样，你以为我不累吗？无时无刻都有人在留意我的一举一动，到底何时我才能悠悠自在地显露我伤心难过的一面?
人人都戴着面具过每一天。而我，也不例外。摘下面具后的我到底是怎么样的一个人？我想，连我自己也不太清楚。

你是我心中一句惊叹，而我却只是你生命中的一个过客。

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