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Friday, March 31, 2006

So sianz.. got back my CLA paper.. N i flunked it.. got an O.. So 丢脸.. Haiz... Geog paper 1 oso O.. Haiz.. Then muz go for all e consultation periods.. Which means a whole load of extra work added on to my sch work n tests... No choice.. 谁叫自己不争气.. Some ppl nv study oso can score better grades than ppl who really put in effort to mugg.. Haiz 天注定的.. Oh well.. Juz got to work harder ba.. Since there's only juz 7 more mths to my A's.. I guess i shld juz mugg for this period then see wad happens.. If after mid yr i can't continue in jc then 打算 ba.. Anyway take A's le oso dun mean i can go Uni.. Haiz.. wadeva la.. 船到桥头自然直，think so much oso no use..

Hmm.. So long liao.. no news of him.. seems to haf vanished into thin air.. no contact, nth.. I noe he's got girlfren le, so shldn't carry any more hopes.. haha 谈何容易啊！Anyway He's oso very bz la.. got to juggle btwn army life, night school n gf.. So i better not bother him ba.. 不要把自己变得惹人厌。虽然尝试让自己脑袋放空，尽量不去想任何事，但一个人的思绪和情绪是不被大脑控制的，所以常常落入明知不可为而为之的处境。

以下的歌曲正是我的心情写照。
http://www.souting.com/playsong.asp?77459

听见 (湘琴之暗恋心情主题)

你不开心的脸，仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算在靠近眼前，我们一样没交点
没有你的世界，就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你不在身边，我的四季只剩下冬天
悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演，静下来的世界
有我的思念，也有你的空虚无边

你有没有听见，寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
他住进我们之间，消耗着我和你的永远
你有没有听见，思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远，累了回头我就在你的身边

歌词出自《恶作剧之吻》电视原声带

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

As e title goes.. Haha.. I'm so happy!! I juz change it.. So nice rite?? I LOVE e show a whole lot!! Oh my.. I can't wait to get the vcd n ost!!

Haha.. Ok.. Tt's enough madness!! Another thing to be happy abt.. Me going to SENTOSA.. Yay! Though pretty disappointing tt my 《很狠爱》not going.. Nvm, at least there's justin they all ba.. Haiz.. Ok.. Shall stop here.. Got to go prepare le.. Tata..

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Friday, March 17, 2006

Omg.. Yes, it's e dreadful block tests... I juz had one today n it's chinese.. Oh gosh.. It was horrid.. I dunno how to do e qns esp for P2.. Yup, e 20 marks qn.. It was real tough.. I'll be happy if i can get sth like 20/60 for tt section.. Haiz.. I noe it's so 胸无大志, but wad to do? so chim.. Then i think i gonna fail my 作文 oso.. I think i wrote 离题.. Haiz...

Hope tt everything will go well for e other papers.. Esp my Geog.. Haven been passing my tutorial assignments.. always get ard 3-5/ 25.. Haiz.. Not much of hope to pass this subject.. N e lecture notes r so difficult to understand.. Haiz.. plus, there's so many blanks n no answers lor.. Haiz.. How??

I've planned my revision time table n will be putting majority of my time on geog cuz there's simply too much to study.. Haiz.. hope my efforts will show at least some results.. Tt is, if i follow strictly to my plans.. Been slacking today after e paper.. Muz buck up tml liao.. Jia you ba..

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

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随着<<我们的白云岗2006>> 的落幕，我们这三个月来所面对的辛劳，口角和压力也圆满地结束了。虽然依依不舍，但也无可奈何。就如财金所说的：“我们功德圆满了。”话虽如此，心里面却仍然有着一丝丝的忧伤。想当初，我们还在为天天留在校内彩排到九点闹得《很狠爱》的剧组差点儿散了，如今却因为白云岗的落幕而感到不知所措，甚至有千万般的依恋，希望时间能够倒流。

昨晚的谢幕让我感慨万千，心里虽然难过想哭，但是怎么也哭不出来，只流了两行泪。然而，当我回到家里，一个人在房里的时候，却感觉到前所未有的空虚和寂寞。这种感觉是去年所没有的。我原本已为今年应该不会像去年一样难过，但事实证明我错了，真的错了。对于《很狠爱》的离别之痛和思念之苦，我相信，是无人能极的。因为，我所感受到的不是一般的痛，而是锥心之痛。

一个人的时间真的很难过。尽管身心交瘁，但还是辗转难眠。失眠的我，想到了大家给的礼物和信件，希望能借这些信件来安抚一颗悬在半空的心。然而，阅读这些信件却起了反效果。它们不仅没安抚我，反而更勾起了我对整个白云岗的思念和三个月来的点点滴滴。

强忍着的泪水终于不听使唤，犹如决了堤的河水不停地从眼眶里涌出来，而脑海里浮现的不是演出的成功，而是一路走来的风风雨雨，彩排时所受的气，泼妇骂街似的对演员破口大骂，低声下气的规劝和轻松愉快的促膝谈心。

这三个月来的一点一滴是如此的刻骨铭心。而我敢肯定的是，这一切的一切将永远陪伴着我，也会是我在初院里最难忘的时光。

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