It Started With a Kiss OST

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Hehe.. As u can see frm e title, my internet crashed.. my acc was suspended cuz my dad pay them late.. damn dumb.. n my bro n i called pac net's customer hotline call until pek chek.. e ppl forever not free.. n we call more than 50 times frm morning to afternoon.. finally they gan yuan pick up.. kaoz waste our $$..

Hmm.. Went out wif him yesterday.. lax.. nt 2 of us.. still gt his 2 younger cousins.. bt i was e only female.. haha.. went to watch king kong.. mm.. my bro said i'll need 10 pax of tissue.. but in e end, i nv shed a single tear.. haha... was touching.. but juz 哭不出来..

Was glad to see him.. nv change much.. n is recovering well.. at least his hand not bandage liao, left his leg only.. but he still walks ard freely.. haha.. hmm.. when nv see him.. miss him of cuz.. cuz he kind of like 人间蒸发 for quite long.. then he suddenly call to ask me watch movie.. haha so happy.. mm.. but when i go home.. start to miss him again.. esp on e way alone.. haiz..

nvm.. at least i get to see him again.. tot might be 老死不相往来 for us liao.. haha.. hmm.. he say he went to 问神 over a couple of things n e 神 ask him to 交多一点朋友.. his past relations were juz an experience for him n a lasting one wld soon come knocking on his door.. so he was asked to be patient n juz mingle ard.. seems like nxt yr got 桃花 wor.. haha..

oh well.. gd for him.. wad else can i say?? juz 献上我万分之一的一点点祝福 ba.. Gd luck pal.. 加油 wor...

Thursday, December 22, 2005

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最近不知怎么搞的，无论做什么事情都提不起劲。应该说，根本懒得去做任何事。

我想，你永远不会了解，不想了解，更不愿意了解我对你的思念。

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天灰

如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远

*想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭*

如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁
repeat*

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Never say i love you,
if you don't really care..

Never talk about feelings,
if they really aren't there..

Never hold my hand,
if u r gonna break my heart..

Never say u r going to,
if you don't plan 2 start..

Never look into my eyes,
if all u do is lie..

Never say hi,
if u really mean goodbye..

If u really mean 4ever,
then say u will try..

Never say 4ever,
Coz 4ever makes me cry..

***stolen frm my cousin's blog***

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Hiz.. Hmmm.. ytd my bro n cousin took back their N lvl results le.. my bro got 8 n promoted.. But.. still got to wait for his tchers' ping yu to see whether e sch wants to promote him.. My cousin leh.. Haiz.. she got 14, can't even be retained.. so was posted to ITE..

She wants to take e beauty therapy course (new course starting nxt yr) but only simei has it.. N her mum simply refuses to let her go for e course n not even tt ITE.. Keeps forcing her to go nursing.. Dunno wad she thinking.. Pls lah.. Kai tian is definitely not suitable for tt course lor... Y? cuz she feels faint at e sight of blood n is afraid of e deceased(i mean.. who isn't?).. Most importantly, she doesn't even haf e heart in studying tt course la.. how wld she ever be willing to sit down n study for it?

She went down to sian cai ya there wif me today.. (finally.. she hasn't been there since she got her pay..) Even he says she is destined to take up beauty therapy.. She IS definitely suitable for e course n job.. cuz tt's wad she's been dreaming to take up.. Haiz... wadever lor.. I juz tot her to be a lil bad to her mummy.. i told her to tell my ah yi tt e future lies in her own hands.. even if they force her to take up nursing, she will not do well cuz she not at all interested in it.. even sian cai ya oso say beauty therapy suits her.. so if ah yi dun believe, ask her go down geylang bahru tml n ask him.. (haiz.. no choice.. she so insistent on getting Kai tian to take up nursing at AMK ITE)

ok.. let's not harp on this le..

Poonie.. it's been a few times ly zhu dong look for me le.. He msged me a few times today.. But i was bz.. either at e mkt wif my mummy or at sian cai ya.. haha.. N i keep telling him i'll get back to him when i free.. but i juz keep forgetting.. =P

I finally rmb n is now chatting wif him on msn.. haha.. he said he actually wanted to ask me go out walk walk today de.. but i bz.. (he's got off again.. until tuesday..) haha.. he's feeling pretty down again.. see his nick (in italics) :

"life is boring without her ... but wat to do .. she gone and nvr to be back by my side how foolish i am.. do i have a chance .."

I used to be very sensitive to his nick.. but now.. Hmmm... wad can i say.. e feeling is juz different le ba.. Dun ask me y.. i dun even understand myself..

Monday, December 19, 2005

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

*People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would be in my heart.

Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you
you will send this back.

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about you.

Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take
comfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and .. always will..

I CARE ABOUT YOU !!


*** Taken frm an email***

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只想爱你.

我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹

你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心
别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静 忽远又忽近

我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪
也是种甜蜜滋味

只想爱你
当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己
可以为爱那么坚定

只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你


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暧昧

只能陪你到这里 毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情 远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人 是不是同一个 真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽 停在这里

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Hi peeps... Today i finally went for CCS le... Yaya.. I noe it's been ages since i attended drama.. Wasn't really feeling like going.. But i promised jieyan tt i wld go today n i did.. 做人要言而有信...
However.. I felt tt it was a wasted trip cuz we went there only to copy script.. E teacher was actually helping them to combine 2 剧本 into 1 cuz they simply 理不出一个头绪 n dunno wad's e main idea of e scripts.. In e end, e teacher really did a super surprising thing n linked e 2 scripts tt were supposedly unrelated.. So now, e 2 scripts combined into 1... N this oso meant tt A LOT of things were 删 frm e scripts...

E teacher made everyone of us who were present to copy e edited script.. He told them to pick e parts of e scripts tt they really wanted to keep n linked them all together into 1 script... Of cuz this was done step by step during class n we copied e edited script part by part while he did e editing... E reason y he wanted everyone to copy was because he tot we all haf very little chances to be exposed to script writing n its format... Thus copying wld be e fastest method to let us get used to script writing...

Although i abit 后悔 tt i went, it was oso pretty lucky cuz i didn't take a cab there ( 打消 e 念头 last minute cuz there's no cab).. otherwise i'ld haf wasted my $$... I took 105 but still 走了冤枉路 cuz e stupid driver didn't stop despite me pressing e bell several times.. in e end i had to drop at St. Gabriel Pr. Sch n walked all e way back to NY.. It was damn far la.. N was drizzling somemore.. So of cuz i was late.. All bcuz of tt stupid driver... However, being there oso let me forget abt thinking of him, at least for tt few hrs.. Simply bcuz we were all tickled by jieyan's extreme ideas n 对白 n oso by jieyi's slow-dedness... Haha.. She copied for so long then suddenly realised tt e 主角 was 精神分裂 n sent us tickling pink wif her: " 他好像神经病 leh.." We all 傻眼 n asked her: "你现在才发现？！" n then started laughing cuz e teacher looked like he was going to 抓狂 by her 后知后觉...

Basically tt's abt all tt happened during e class.. Oh.. N i'm going to TJ for drama on e 20th.. Haha.. Finally i can go for 阿亮's class again... heex... Really looking forward to it cuz i really missed e 阿亮 days i had wif kenneth they all.. was so much more entertaining than drama lessons now... Haiz...

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闭上眼默念3遍

希望你理解 爱上你有多难
像童话里的故事 可恶的安排
明明两个人都相爱 却偏偏遇阻碍
非得让人痛彻心扉 才能证明爱存在

我们 如何找到出路 通往 爱的国度

闭上眼 默念三遍
Call my name我就出现
(Call my name and I′ll be there)
有时候 寂寞难掩 像不醒的梦靥
闭着眼 数了三遍
你应该要出现
但你却又食言 让我看不见
(你应该要出现 但你对我食言 不在我身边)

如果你能明白 这场相爱有多难
像童话中的傀儡 口是心非
以为你找到了幸福 我却感到好无助
只能笑笑去祝福 偷偷掉着泪

我们 拚命想找出路 通往 爱的国度

永远究竟多么遥远 为何我总无缘 无法好好体验
爱不像你跟我说的 简单像许个愿


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胡思乱想

胡思乱想又过了一夜 思念的疑问并没有解决
我又胡乱想过了一夜 情感的东西 是否需要感觉
也许我不知道 我是真不明了
人对情感的渴求 是否那么重要

也许我不知道 你那儿最好 让我情牵忘也忘不了
也许我不知道 你真的那么好 我的思念你又明了多少
我胡思乱想

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

Before i post yet another set of lyrics... I really very pissed.. muz fa xie... Like i said.. my notes still wif my fren n i can't contact her at all.. As if she vanished into thin air.. Kaoz.. Call her hp forever can't get thru n msg forever nv reply... 2 more wks jiu sch reopen le.. N i haven done my hw leh... Eeyer..... MINDY HUANG!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE THE HELL R U??!!!! CAN REPLY ME NOT????!!!!! Very super duper pek chek... N then our stupid chinese project oso.. nobody like interested lor.. no initiative at all de leh.. ask oso no response de.. Very angry!!

Then another thing... After disappearing for dunno how long, my CCS finally came back.. Actually is i really got no yuan fen wif CCS this yr.. Keep falling sick, then can't go for drama class, if not then is my family got prob (my ah ma funeral) or time clash wif my class learning journey n meeting.. Noe y? Cuz this yr's CCS really jia lad... Forever last minute notice de... Last yr was inefficient, but so much better than this yr... (Really sorry guys... But tt is really e truth.. I'm really disappointed...) N i dunno y but keep having e feeling like we r not very close even though there's only 8 of us... Haiz... last yr really closer though got 20 0ver ppl.. Haiz.. Really shi bai... maybe cuz i really tuo li u all too long le ba..

Haiz... seriously speaking, CCS used to be one of e lessons i looked forward to going e most... Now, however, i tend to try n "escape" whenever possible.. no longer haf e chong jing of together as 1.. dunno y oso... Got no more sense of 归属感.. N i juz can't seem to settle down in 张老师 class.. Not like when wif 阿亮... I really enjoyed every drama class then.. Owaes can't wait for wednesday to come... Now... Haiz.. 别提了.. I really gif up liao.. HAIZ....

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Hurt

我记得那时候 你不让我牵你的手
激动得我快疯 像掉进一个无底的洞

苦笑都带点痛 自从你什么都不留给我追究
躲在我的背后 亲手用温柔交换的这一场恶梦

Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
hurt me so long 这一个人不该是我

Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
Please Let Me Know 难过是你留给我的线索

苦笑都带点痛 自从你什么都不留给我追究
躲在我的背后 亲手用温柔交换的这一场恶梦

Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
Hurt Me So Long 这一个人不该是我

Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
Please Let Me Know 难过是你留给我的线索
莫非我的举动 成了你的苦衷
才暗示我的所有 你宁愿没有经过
爱预付得太多 不是没有想过 最愚笨的会是我
Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
Hurt Me So Long 这一个人不该是我

Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
Please Let Me Know 难过是你留给我的线索
Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
Hurt Me So Long 这一个人不该是我

Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
Please Let Me Know 难过是你留给我的线索

Friday, December 09, 2005

Hiyaz... I juz started reading the books i borrowed frm e national library.. Ya, it's been pretty long.. Haha.. But didn't feel like reading when i borrowed them.. Since these few days in no mood to do anything so juz read lor... Well... I finished reading 1 book, n it was nice... Very typical love story.. But had some other things inside.. Like family, etc... Mm... Cried alot while reading the book... Tears juz keep falling.. Very typical of me though... I watch tv cry, movie, books n mtv oso.. Haha.. 泪腺发达 is lidat de la... Like on wed nite.. I watch de 乾隆王朝 oso cry... Esp de part when he shen got news abt 乾隆's death n went crashing into e hall... Wa.. i cry like dunno wad.. Haiz...

Mm... Dunno wad to write liao.. Tt's y keep putting up lyrics.. haha.. tt's some kind of update oso ba.. At least nv leave it hanging there... Haha.. As such, i shall update another set of lyrics.. Haha..

管不着

一个姓名遥远又熟悉
朋友偶尔提起居然还在意
也许只是天气让我有点忧郁
也许在我心底你从来不曾真的离去
只是你的一切我再也管不着
不能管你喝了几杯心情好不好
身上穿的什么颜色也不是我来挑
亲吻的味道也变了你已把我忘掉
是你的一切我再也管不着
你不在我的怀抱不稀罕我的好
不能照顾你的人生不能敲你的门
如果说遗憾我承认但你已陌生

一段感情只剩下话题
不敢思索过去和你的甜蜜
那双天真眼睛有没有人会珍惜
最爱的小点心她会不会学着去料理
只是你的一切我再也管不着
不能管你喝了几杯心情好不好
身上穿的什么颜色也不是我来挑
亲吻的味道也变了你已把我忘掉
是你的一切我再也管不着
你不在我的怀抱不稀罕我的好
不能照顾你的人生不能敲你的门
如果说遗憾我承认但你已陌生

怎能把我忘掉

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

好想你

I　miss　you
I miss you
好想你喔

Hi my one and only　这么多天没见
可是我总想起你的声音　在我耳边
今天心情好吗　是否不愉快
要一切都看得开　世界没有太坏
虽然不在你身边　我的心有一条线
连着你　牵着你
好想你　想到愿意相信
我就闭上了眼睛　你在这里
别忘记　我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里　不要忘了我有多么爱你

不要忘了吃饭　不管有多忙
不要忘了开车时候　一定要往前看
其实我真的很快乐　有你一直守候
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手
虽然不在你身边　但我在你心里面
我愿意　等着你
我好想你　想到不能呼吸
想到全身没力气　没有关系
你别忘记　我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里　不要忘了我有多么爱你

我一直在这里　不要忘了我有多么　爱你

Been rather depressed lately.. Dunno y oso.. Juz not in e right mood... Of cuz my mum doesn't noe abt it.. cuz it happens only when i'm alone... Or in e bus.. She's used to me being dreamy in e bus cuz she tot it's a way i use to curb motion sickness.. So she doesn't read too much into it when i'm in a daze.. (which i think is a gd thing cuz dun wan her to noe so much...)

Mm... Been thinking abt alot of things lately.. Too much in fact.. dun feel like toking too much abt it... Haiz... N my mummy's been falling sick pretty frequent these days.. ever since we came back frm genting.. Hope she'll be ok soon... *shoo all e stupid diseases n sickness*

n my holly hw.... Haiz.. haven touched anithing yet... (bad ger!!) my notes still wif mindy.... so can't do anithing... *sobs* then there's chinese project.. WHEN E HELL R WE EVER GONNA DO IT??!! Mindy says she'll contact me tt day after she contact e others, but there has been no news since then.. Dun wanna get bombed on e first day of sch u noe...

Aiya.. wadever.. i dunno la.. no mood to think abt these la... Ok la.. tt'll be all ba... Haiz...

Saturday, December 03, 2005

I Think Of You

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

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name: CoNnIe
age: 19
dob: 25/7/1987
horoscope: Leo
school: NYJC
location Singapore

*~loves~*

*mint ice-cream*

*drama*

*desserts*

*shopping for clothes(budget!!)*

*colourful undies!
(no red! yux)*

*sky, sun, beach, ocean, waterfall*

*blue, white, black, pink n other pastel colours*

*fruits n fruit juices*

*bikini(I'm still wishing n waiting)*

*children n babies*

*puppies(silky terrier, maltese,
maltese-shitzu)*

*country life
(relaxing actually-- canada,barcelona? WA too)*

*new computer
(laptop might be a better choice)*

*new phone
(wif camera)*

*lilies (white), lavender, pink roses, tulips, man tian xing*

*singing(k-box)*

*swimming*

*chalet
(together wif bbq n stay-overs)*

*恶作剧之吻
（loves it alot)*

*恶魔在身边*

*天外飞仙*

*爱情合约*

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Home Alone!!!

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I'm back!!

dreaming

爱情=痛苦？

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永别了，2006。。。

home sweet home

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