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Friday, October 28, 2005

Heyz! After a long break, I'm finally back in sch.. Haiz.. Yup.. I'm back to get my Promos results.. Hmm.. Juz heard frm e kids tt our CLA tutors r not going to follow us up.. So sad.. So up till now, ALL our tutors have been changed except Geog.. Haiz.. So pathetic.. I certainly hope ms tang wld follow us up.. Wldn't noe wad wld happen if she's no longer our tutor.. (oh pls.. Dun let tt happen...)

Haiz.. Anyway, I'm now spending my time in e library cuz e kids haf gone for their mental skills training for e OP of their PW.. (so sad) Shldn't haf come to sch early in e morning.. Waste my time.. 1st 2 periods is GP correction lecture for compre of our promos, of which less than half of e entire Lt is listening to wad was being said (haha.. of cuz i was part of e majority..)

Yupx.. Juz had my brunch n will be going for principal's talk followed by e dreadful promos results in abt an hour's time.. Haiz.. Now i oso very confused.. To celebrate when i'm promoted or when i'm expelled.. Ya.. I noe u all muz be thinking i'm mad.. But seriously, i not so keen in being promoted after i knew tt all our tutors wld be changed to some other FaRnI tutors.. (of cuz, i noe changes r inevitable, but zhe ye wei mian tai drastic le ba..) If they changed e not so well-liked tutors of cuz everyone wld celebrate, but now, they r changing e nice n well-liked tutors to some either unheard or totally well DISliked tutors.. (ahem.. do i need to spell it out? mm.. I think we r all smart enough to noe who he/she is ba??)

Aniways.. E results wld be out real soon n i certainly hope tt e whole class wld be promoted together.. (been retained n i realli disliked e feeling of being left behind...) Hope no one in e class wld be left out though i noe nana n Huifang quite dangerous.. (Jia you gers!! I'll owaes be there for u ppl de..) Hm... A lil disappointment though.. Mikado said he wld pei me after i get my results today, but last nite he suddenly said he cldn't make it.. Haiz.. nvm ba.. Wad to do? I'll face it myself... (Dun be surprised if any of u can't find me after results r taken...) If i rmb correctly, results will be out by 1245 pm.. Do look out for e news headlines to see a familiar face ba.. kkz.. tt'll be all...

Oh.. N juz being suspicious.... I think my mum has seen my lil diary at home n might have shared it wif SOMEONE... Well.. i juz hope tt whoever has read my blog will keep things to ourselves n not say ANYTHING to my mum.. Or else... I wldn't noe wad i wld do to our relationship shld i find out WHO did it...

PS: Lac la.. Not trying to scare or threaten anybody la... Juz a reminder.. N rmb: 平日不做亏心事，夜半敲门心不惊！So, no worries... If u 行得正, 做得直，then no need to 杯弓蛇影.. Unless... Wahaha..

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Monday, October 24, 2005

《错误》郑愁予

我打江南走过，

那等在季节里的容颜如莲花的开落。

东风不来，三月的柳絮不飞，

你底心如小小寂寞的城，

恰若青石街道向晚。

跫音不响，三月的春帷不揭，

你底心是小小的窗扉紧掩。

我达达的马蹄是美丽的错误，

我不是归人，是个过客。

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Got back all our promo results yesterday.. Was real horrible.. Deproved a lot.. Was really really upset n disappointed esp for my Geography.. I put in so much time n effort n yet my results were so horrible.. Even my economics which i didn't really prepare scored better... I hope i wld be promoted this time round.. Or else i really have no where to go le (out of e sch)..

Results are as follows:
Economics E
Geography F
CLA E

Haiz.. really nv scored so badly for my geog before lor.. So when i saw my results, my heart really sank to e bottom... Was trying really hard not to cry in e LT but when i saw Ms Tang come over, i knew i wld break down.. So i was praying real hard for her not to come over, or juz start lecturing me.. But she didn't (as expected...) Instead, she came over, hugged n comfort me.. Wa.. can't stand it le.. So i juz let my tears flow while i was in her arms... She encouraged me n said tt e improvement in grades comparing this yr n last yr were already a great step forward n e fact tt i cry for my results show tt i have put in alot of time n effort n tt she has seen it.. Therefore, she emphasized tt i muz not give up at this juncture..

This is really e very first time in my life tt i did not get scolded by my subject teacher cuz i got poor results for tt particular subject.. I feel tt Ms Tang really connects to us n understand our situation as students e best.. N i really really thank her for tt.. She is oso e only teacher tt openly shows her love n concern for her students in e sch (as in among all my class tutors lah...) She has her principles when it comes to hw, but care n concern for all of us nv fade de.. However, it is bcuz of all these tt made me feel e worst when i saw my bloody results for geog.. I feel tt i am such a disapointing student n so 对不起 her.. I haf 辜负her expectations n my own effort...

Besides Ms tang, i am thankful for xiaoying n lynette for being there for me.. Yup.. they r my best sisters!! ( though we seem to haf drifted abit, i still feel u gers r e best nonetheless..) Ms Tang told us to get away frm e sch n to give ourselves a break n we did juz tt after nana 平复her心情 (tt's another long story which i think i better not say)... We went to toa payoh to haf Swensens.. Initially only wanted to eat ice-cream, but in e end we had baked rice n earthquake n fries... Oops.. i forgot to mention who went.. Ok.. There's xiaoying, lynette, nana, eunice n me.. but nana only stayed 5 mins in Swensens cuz she meeing her mummy.. Then came xiaoying's supposed "boyfren" Ivan.. Another funny guy, tt mix well wif us.. Haha..
Yups... I had a wonderful time n really forgot abt my sad results for tt moment... Thx gers!! Lurve Ya lots!!

Well.. it was a different story when i went home.. Everybody was so quiet, doing their own things (my mum lock herself in e room n my bro stuck to e com) as usual.. N e funny thing was tt my bro warned me not to step on my mum's tail as she was in super bad mood.. Pls la.. since e translation thingy, she hasn't spoken or even looked at me in e eye la.. So why shld i be aware of her.. Chey!

Ok.. back to topic.. Since there was nth for me to do, i lied down on e floor in my room, in total darkness (lights wasn't on la), alone... Juz then, Mikado called.. Twice, in fact, but i didn't pick up, didn't call back nor msg.. (i juz switched on my hp when i reach home.. wanted some peace, tt's all) Then went to take a bath.. Spent a really long time.. But nobody cared.. Should say nobody notice even.. It was a huge surprise when i'm finally done.. Daddy was back.. Real early last nite, abt 7 plus or 8.. He bought food for my mum n bro n wanted me to share food wif my mum cuz she couldn't finish.. but i was too full liao..

Haiz.. I was exceptionally quiet last nite, but nobody noticed, n nobody cared.. I tried to say sth to her, but she treated me as invisible.. disappointed, i went back to my own room n decided tt i shld sleep instead.. Kai tian called.. she repeated 3 times tt Mikado had been looking for me.. Since wad time? I dunno n cldn't be bothered to ask last nite.. Then he called again.. I hesitated n reluctantly picked it up.. He said he was worried cuz he cldn't find me.. Haiz.. But i juz told him i needed some time alone.. He was kind n didn't probe further, n we ended e conversation..

Then tears started flowing.. For wad? I dunno.. Maybe my results, maybe for my insignificance to my family.. Even Mikado, my classmates n Ms Tang cared.. They r not my family, though i consider them to be of more importance than FAMILY.. N yet they showed their concern.. Where is my so called FAMILY then? Nobody, juz simply NOBODY noticed tt i was so quiet, so down n depressed.. Maybe bcuz i was in e room ba, but did they even care to peep into e room juz to make sure i was ok? NO!! I juz kept crying to myself n wishing so hard tt there wld be at least someone to give me a hug or lend me their shoulders.. Juz where r my family members when i needed them e most?? I really wld like to noe...

I couldn't rmb when i actually fell asleep, but i guess it's bcuz i'm tired of all tt crying n juz dozed off.. I practically juz cried myself to sleep last nite.. I think i cried really too much.. Was having such a sore throat when i woke up this morning.. Haiz.. This is getting long.. Think i shld stop here le ba..

PS:
I'm really grateful to those who stand by me n believed in me, giving me ur care n comfort when i needed u e most.. Thanx a million to Ms Tang, xiaoying n lynette.. Lurve Ya!!
N to Mikado.. I'm really very sorry to haf made u worried n apologise for my coldness towards u last nite..

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Rmb i told u me go out wif cousin n fren? Haha.. was actually her fren la.. but now we r frens.. He's called Mikado.. Wait.. mm.. maybe benny or danny (ah i dunno.. juz noe it's sth tt ends wif "ny" ba) if i nv hear wrongly yesterday.. I oso dunno which is e real name.. so dun ask me k.. Aniway, we went to watch the corpse bride.. Nice show.. Haha, ya i noe.. after more than half a yr i finally watched one.. (last one was house of fury..)

Well, he's a nice guy.. very frenly n funny.. (as in humorous if tt's how u spell it..) So going out wif him was fun n i laughed so much i almost had stomach cramps.. Most importantly, there's so much resemblance in mikado n lye yong (of cuz not in looks but in character n ways of speech.. if not i think i'll ask ly to check properly whether he got lost twin..) Haiz.. so tt day was full of laughters, embarassment (cuz my cousin keep trying to put us together) n a lil bit of yi han oso..(cuz bi jing he not ly no matter how much resemblance) Haiz.. hope we can still be frens no matter wad happens.. (pray hard ba connie..)

Actually we planning to go out again on saturday de.. but too bad he last minute got to work.. Nvm, there's owaes a nxt time aniway.. haha.. Ok.. i think this shld be enuff.. 2 posts for e day liao..

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Yoz peeps.. i'm back.. Purposely went back to sch to prepare for our open hse tml.. Didn't go for e meeting yesterday n was thinking tt after 1 whole day, they surely muz have done "something".. In the end, notice board not done n neither was e CCA room.. Luckily they managed to come up wif a rough script of wad they wanted to act for e performance slot tml.. Otherwise, i think all of us wld be slaughtered..

Was still thinking whether i should go today or juz stay at home to accompany kai tian(my cousin).. Well, i asked her to stay over for a few days since i had so many free days after promos(at least i tot i need not go back to sch).. Suddenly, i was asked to be in sch by 8:30 am this morning..(haha but i was late) Wanted to try n smuggle kai tian into e sch, but jie said better not cuz mr ng wld be there too..(in e end he only came for like 5 secs n disappeared..) No choice, i had to leave in the hse wif my mum alone..

Not tt i want to say, but thank god me n weiyi went today.. Weiyi was e one who decorated e notice board la.. Halo.. it was supposed to be fiona's job since she's e 文长 in charged of both notice board n 棕榈 .. but in e end me, tian2, fiona n most importantly Weiyi managed to do up e notice board.. Seriously i feel it is a wasted day cuz most of e time i'm so 废 la.. machiam extra lidat.. cuz they nv plan exactly who is supposed to do wad.. go there @ 9 plus then in end spend at least 2 hrs klkk dunno do wad.. Kaoz.. Then somemore i dunno y very moody today, then got mood swinging here n there.. so mang zang..

Then ah.. there are 2 very very important ppl i muz mention.. they ah.. wa piang.. keep bringing piles of boards n dunno wad in n out of e canteen make themselves look nachiam very bz lidat, but in e end nth except hanging a few posters is done.. they noe who they r.. plz la.. i see liao oso pek chek sia.. dunno ask me go there for wad.. N they wanted me to buy e 麦芽糖 n chopsticks last nite.. Walau.. Heng ah.. Luckily i nv buy if not i kana shoot go holland ah.. Last minute Mr. Ng say we got no booth, only performance n notice board.. Heng sia.. if not i cry ah.. who gonna pay me for all e things n where i supposed to leave it sia..

But all in all we at least managed to do e notice board la.. then e room we left it to fiona n tian2 go do.. Of cuz can see their du lan face la.. but too bad lor.. we non comm members already help them do so much liao, wad more they wan? Somemore i seriously dunno wad they have contributed to other than carrying e posters, hanging them up n picking up rubbish lah.. (Eh.. actually haf lah.. They contribute quite a lot of complaints n helped e actors buy lunch la)

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Monday, October 10, 2005

Woohoo... Promos finally finish liao n i noe it's been real long since i last blogged.. Didn't really haf e chance to use e com esp at home.. My bro forever ba zhan e com to play fairyland.. Though i'm older, it doesn't give me any privilege.. Cuz e dumb com is in his room..

Anyway, i didn't really feel tt high after promos.. No mood actually.. 1 day before human geog i quarrelled wif my mum over a tiny thing.. N she's been pissed wif me since then n treated me as though i'm invisible.. Bleh!! Ok, for those who r interested, here's e story..

It all happened on e fateful day b4 human geog (wednesday la).. Juz reached home frm shu yi's hse n was desperately mugging to try n finish e notes.. Then migraine struck me head n i went to take a nap as a short break.. All ofa sudden, my mum juz barged into my room n kicked me on e butt, n almost killed me wif a heart attack (juz imagine u were sleeping n someone juz kicked u all of a sudden).. bloody hell.. my bro's fren was in e hse la.. n my mum juz barged into e room n left e door wide ajar after she left..

Sensing tt sth muz be wrong, i went out to my bro's room wif tt bloody migraine still bugging me.. So, i asked my mum wad happened, n it turned out tt she wanted me to do a direct translation frm chinese to english for her.. Blur, i looked at e monitor for details n found out tt e thing she claimed to be extremely important, was actually a notice she was assigned to type out for e temple tt she is helping out at everyday.. I see her details abit de weird if translated to eng, so i asked y muz translate since e worshippers all old aunties.. (n as if they understand eng at all since some dun even noe mandarin) Then she kept quiet n gave me a super duper black face..

n so i shut up n did e translation in my mind.. But she kept scrolling down.. diaoz!! dunno how i going to read.. Then suddenly saw this part tt was even weirder.. E notice is warning ppl abt swindlers using e temple's name to ask for donation frm e public n asked e public to give e temple a call when they meet e swindlers.. Out of curiousity, i asked my mum this:

"who would call u after they meet e swindlers? u urself wun even do it wad.. somemore ppl usually only donate 2 or 4 bucks nia.. Besides, so wad if they call u? u wun be able to get there in time to catch e swindlers anyway.."

Tt's where e gao chao of e whole thing.. She shrieked at e top of her voice (showing everyone wad "head voice" is) saying tt of cuz she'll call n scolded me! say if i dun wanna help then forget it, she dun need my help, n ask me to shut all e crap!! (fu** la.. if she dun need me wad for wake me up?!) Anyway.. she thinks she's e only one who noes wad "PISSED" is.. Bu t for heaven's sake, i dun give a damn.. She no hiu me is her prob.. i oso no hiu her.. She so ji jiao until dun help me wash clothes, dun care whether i eat n even when it rains, she refused to help me bring in e clothes tt i hand washed.. Wad made me most du lan was e bamboo pole broke liao n was hanging halfway, wif all e clothes drenched n she only knew how to screech at me saying i want to kill ppl dun do at her hse n then juz walked away.. E damn thing was so heavy n she jolly well noes tt i wun be able to bring it up but she didn't care.. So, lan lan i got to do it myself n i nearly plunge down 11 storeys together wif e bamboo pole.. Bloody shit!!

Now, i can't be bothered liaoz.. She can by all means treat me as invisible.. i do e same so long as she dun come rummaging thru my room.. BLEHzzz!!

Okie.. Enough of complaining.. Me going out wif my cousin n our fren to watch movie later.. hope today turns out well to cover for these few days bad mood ba... kkz gtg liaoz.. muz go cook maggie mee to stuff my stomach..

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