Sunday, March 05, 2006
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 随着<<我们的白云岗2006>> 的落幕,我们这三个月来所面对的辛劳,口角和压力也圆满地结束了。虽然依依不舍,但也无可奈何。就如财金所说的:“我们功德圆满了。”话虽如此,心里面却仍然有着一丝丝的忧伤。 想当初,我们还在为天天留在校内彩排到九点闹得《很狠爱》的剧组差点儿散了,如今却因为白云岗的落幕而感到不知所措,甚至有千万般的依恋,希望时间能够倒流。
昨晚的谢幕让我感慨万千,心里虽然难过想哭,但是怎么也哭不出来,只流了两行泪。然而,当我回到家里,一个人在房里的时候,却感觉到前所未有的空虚和寂寞。这种感觉是去年所没有的。我原本已为今年应该不会像去年一样难过,但事实证明我错了,真的错了。对于《很狠爱》的离别之痛和思念之苦,我相信,是无人能极的。因为,我所感受到的不是一般的痛,而是锥心之痛。
一个人的时间真的很难过。尽管身心交瘁,但还是辗转难眠。失眠的我,想到了大家给的礼物和信件,希望能借这些信件来安抚一颗悬在半空的心。然而,阅读这些信件却起了反效果。它们不仅没安抚我,反而更勾起了我对整个白云岗的思念和三个月来的点点滴滴。
强忍着的泪水终于不听使唤,犹如决了堤的河水不停地从眼眶里涌出来,而脑海里浮现的不是演出的成功,而是一路走来的风风雨雨,彩排时所受的气,泼妇骂街似的对演员破口大骂,低声下气的规劝和轻松愉快的促膝谈心。
这三个月来的一点一滴是如此的刻骨铭心。而我敢肯定的是,这一切的一切将永远陪伴着我,也会是我在初院里最难忘的时光。
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name: CoNnIe
age: 19
dob: 25/7/1987
horoscope: Leo
school: NYJC
location Singapore
*~loves~* *mint ice-cream*
*drama*
*desserts*
*shopping for clothes(budget!!)*
*colourful undies!
(no red! yux)*
*sky, sun, beach, ocean, waterfall*
*blue, white, black, pink n other pastel colours*
*fruits n fruit juices*
*bikini(I'm still wishing n waiting)*
*children n babies*
*puppies(silky terrier, maltese,
maltese-shitzu)*
*country life
(relaxing actually-- canada,barcelona? WA too)*
*new computer
(laptop might be a better choice)*
*new phone
(wif camera)*
*lilies (white), lavender, pink roses, tulips, man tian xing*
*singing(k-box)*
*swimming*
*chalet
(together wif bbq n stay-overs)*
*æ¶ä½å§ä¹å»
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*天å¤é£ä»*
*ç±æ
å约*
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sick.. juz b4 CNY.. sobx..
updating in school
juz updating..
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Wad major shld u take?
我比想象中爱你
shagged...
slacking.. in sch.. =(
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